In the beginning you said I came at the perfect time. Now you’re saying it’s not the right time. 😔😣😕😟😦 I wish you didn’t give up on us and stayed 100% this is two years ago all over again sitting here on tumblr ranting about you left me. And angry at the world that it didn’t work out. I put so much effort into us and so did you. If only you appreciated it a little more. You’re trying to find to find yourself and I wish you nothing but the best of luck. I can’t be your friend because I can’t watch when some day you let another man in your life either if it’s for one night or for life. I will never let anyone curse your name because you did nothing wrong. You just want to do you. I’m just angry because it was impossible for me to be in it. I’m angry that all these years are just a memory and not something we can tell are kids about. I’m going to miss you a lot especially Chiquita and the other animals and your wonderful family. Sucks I can’t see them during the holidays. Wish them well for me. You will be strong in life. You just have to think positive and be motivated. You can do anything the world is open to you. Don’t waste your time with people doing nothing with their lives. Cause what have they got to offer to you. I cried all day today. I haven’t cried this hard in awhile. My life isn’t going to be the same. But that’s the prize I get. Take care Alexandria Catling. Don’t forget about me. Have a wonderful life. Maybe one day in the future when we are older and we see each some place we can sit and talk about our past and our accomplishment. I love you jelly belly. I will always have a space for you in my heart.